Yuki, Guardian of Past Memories

(Source: gayl0rd)

I wonder why my life’s like this.

At one point in time I felt tired and didn’t give a care in the world (maybe due to the unusual heat in November? Guess I’ll never know.) and then a few hours later, I felt depressed because something inside my mind unlocked itself open, giving way to these memories that I never wanted to freely roam within my mind, as well as numerous make-shift scenarios that would’ve happen if I had done this and that.

Why is it that I feel so lonely and imprisoned inside? Have I done something that I should’ve never done and lived to regret about it?

One where I can just escape reality and live my own life, rather than being caged in and being forced to obey their rules while taking away my freedom.

I feel irritated. Pissed. Annoyed. Betrayed. Angry. Because my parents, out of all people, filled out an application for what? FUCKING MCDONALDS! WHO THE HELL SIGNS THEIR KID UP AT SOME FUCKING FAST-FOOD JOINT? MINE JUST DID! I FEEL LIKE I LOST THEIR FUCKING TRUST! I’LL NEVER GIVE THEM THE MONEY THEY FUCKING DESERVE! FUCK THEM!

…I’m not done. I’m never done ranting about my family.

AND IT’S LIKE THEY’RE FUCKING CONTROLLING MY LIFE WITH FUCKING STRINGS LIKE I’M A FUCKING PUPPET! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, TRYING TO DECIDE MY LIFE, HUH, YOU SONS OF BITCHES?!?!?!

…okay that should be it for now.

I feel like I dropped an f-nuke, but I had to say what I wanted to say. My life, officially sucks dick.

Chemistry 51 - I was amazed at the 54 Nursing hopefuls in the class (I’m one of the 54 actually. ^^;) But I doubt more than half of those same Nursing students will be able to stick around… Fortunately I registered early, so I’m safe.

Volleyball - What can I say? I love pushing my physical limits. Although my arm’s still numbing a little bit, but as what athletes and coaches say, “No pain, no gain”.

Trigonometry (Math 240) - A pretty mellow class, didn’t expect one of my friends from Bio 3 to be in my class, which was a surprise.

History 13 - The professor for this class, well… it’s hard to describe him. If I had to narrow it down to several words, it would be: funny, serious, don’t take him lightly, awesome, kick-ass, says what’s on his mind, etc.