August 2011
1 post
July 2011
1 post
"Just A Dream" moment.
Quotes - whatever I dreamed of last night that I can still remember.
Italics - what my thoughts are as of this point.
This is a dream that I had last night. I couldn’t shake it off because of the lingering emotions, memories and feelings inside me that wanted that dream to stay inside me.
“It was senior year in high school. Things were pretty fun, I had a blast living every moment...
June 2011
2 posts
My first megamix in a long time…
I have never felt more pissed than I am today… I’m just about ready to beat something up, cut it apart and burn it to the ground…
Hopefully the beach will soothe my violent aura around me…
But I still hate my parents. And my brothers.
March 2011
2 posts
Pure Mainstream. :D
I feel like I'm caught in a storm of emotions.
January 2011
5 posts
Hanging out with friends + mall = YES.
ever snow - TERRA
The 2010 remake of “ever...
A new Pokemon Black/White storyline.
Yep. You saw it right. I decided to take my spin on the upcoming Pokemon Black/White games that have already been released in Japan but will be released March 6 here in North America.
Only the exception in this storyline I am currently making:
In the prologue, the main protagonist of the original B/W games was defeated by N and his legendary Reshiram (yes I am using Pokemon White’s...
The first depression of 2011.
Everytime I look back at all the things I’ve done, I feel accomplished.
However…
Everytime I look back at the times I’ve felt so alone, I feel depressed.
I’ve been living with this sadness for three years. It’s a never ending cycle of pain.
I always cried myself to sleep. I always looked at other couples displaying their affection in public with disgust.
...
Reblog this if you believe you can love someone...
December 2010
1 post
Reblog if you're ending 2010 single.
November 2010
1 post
Mixed emotions.
I wonder why my life’s like this.
At one point in time I felt tired and didn’t give a care in the world (maybe due to the unusual heat in November? Guess I’ll never know.) and then a few hours later, I felt depressed because something inside my mind unlocked itself open, giving way to these memories that I never wanted to freely roam within my mind, as well as numerous...
September 2010
3 posts
If only there's a way...
One where I can just escape reality and live my own life, rather than being caged in and being forced to obey their rules while taking away my freedom.
Definitely worth posting this... (Be warned....
I feel irritated. Pissed. Annoyed. Betrayed. Angry. Because my parents, out of all people, filled out an application for what? FUCKING MCDONALDS! WHO THE HELL SIGNS THEIR KID UP AT SOME FUCKING FAST-FOOD JOINT? MINE JUST DID! I FEEL LIKE I LOST THEIR FUCKING TRUST! I’LL NEVER GIVE THEM THE MONEY THEY FUCKING DESERVE! FUCK THEM!
…I’m not done. I’m never done ranting about...
First thoughts on Fall 2010.
Chemistry 51 - I was amazed at the 54 Nursing hopefuls in the class (I’m one of the 54 actually. ^^;) But I doubt more than half of those same Nursing students will be able to stick around… Fortunately I registered early, so I’m safe.
Volleyball - What can I say? I love pushing my physical limits. Although my arm’s still numbing a little bit, but as what athletes and...
August 2010
11 posts
If there’s a way I can blend in Space Space...
Pop music from past and present.
Drawing in 4 pop...
Few words to describe this megamix. Epic. Oldies....
I feel like I'm losing myself...
I always find myself feeling detached from reality…
Always feeling sad…
Regretting taking some of the chances…
Feeling like I could go unconscious at any moment…
I wonder...
Everytime I find myself listening to a slow romantic love song, I feel the urge to hold close to a girl who knows me really well… It’s just I feel so useless whenever past memories of my ex come back to haunt me and such. I feel so… vulnerable…
Three words, five languages.
English: I love you.
Tagalog: Mahal Kita.
French: Je t’aime/Je t’adore.
Spanish: Te amo.
Chinese: Wo Ai Ni.
Japanese: Ai-shiteru.
It can’t get any simpler than that.
How Your First Was Meant To Be Unforgettable......
Even if I tried to forget her, she still appears in my head, and I can’t do anything to erase it… These feelings always happen to me when I think of her…
Regret.
Depression.
Denial.
Uselessness.
Demotivation.
Isolation.
I kept making fake smiles, telling them I’m okay, but I’m really not. I don’t want to be a burden to them, but just lying to them...
Meditation + Lyric-less Music = Realm of...
Sometimes when there’s a lot going on in my head and in my life, I sometimes wonder if I ever get things right and get them done as soon as possible. That’s when usually I get stressed a lot. I’m pretty sure everyone gets stressed at some point, but whatever happened to finding a good place to sit, relax and let your mind readjust itself so that you become more focused on...
Looking Back: Megamixes. Past, Present, Currently...
The weeks before leaving for the Philippines, I’ve made over 99 megamixes in just a short span of 5 months, and now I’m making Megamix #100.
To be honest, I really was quite surprised at how my creativity went to great depths…
Anyways, Megamix #100 is pretty much about the retro DDR songs, just like # 96-99. By that, meaning all the way back to the very first DDR Mixes in...
May 2010
5 posts
Can we pretend that...
…airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars…?
I could really use a wish right now…
April 2010
1 post
Specs:
fusion of D and ICARUS, both from the same...
March 2010
1 post
Lately I've been so busy, my tumblr feels...
A lot of things has happened, simple as that. Here’s the things that happened since the last time I updated:
I’m a trial DJ at Maple-Radio.com, so hopefully when you do guys hear me, expect me to play at least one of my megamixes when I’m on-air. ;)
I usually DJ in the afternoon, but earlier if on breaks away from school. :3
School’s been getting along well as I hoped. I...
February 2010
3 posts
Plans for this upcoming week.
Get Lab 2 of my Biology 3 Lab done as soon as possible. This means going after Statistics 1 class at 12:35 p.m. on Monday, and as early as 8 a.m. on Tuesday, as well as soon as after Bio 3 Lecture class.
Get interviewed by Khaini Head DJ Amaya in order for me to be a legit Trial DJ.
Yeah. That’s all there is to it, for now.
WarCry Network : News : MapleStory Adding Time... →
I officially hate you now, Nexon, for ruining everyone’s expectations.
So this is how my Spring Semester goes this year.
Geography 3/Meteorology 3: 8 - 9:25 a.m., M&W
English 101: 9:35 - 11 a.m., MW
Statistics 1: 11:10 a.m. - 12:35 p.m., MW
Biology 3: 9:35 - 11 a.m., TTH
Biology 3 Lab: 2 hour minimum, M-TH anytime between 8 a.m. - 4:30 p.m.
Yeah. That’s how my Spring Semester classes are this time.
January 2010
4 posts
This is what happens during a one-month away from...
Lately I’ve been keeping up with MapleStory and its antics during my winter off from Pierce… And so far this happens:
Aran Legend-Class was a bigger hit than the Cygnus Knights on December 10, ‘09
First day of Aran’s release, already more than the size of a regular class, a lot of people made an Aran.
Leveled my Aran to 56, currently on break.
Leveled my Sniper to 93,...
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I will answer your question, no matter how stupid it is.
December 2009
7 posts
What do I really want for Christmas.
It’s that time again. Well, better list down what do I really want.
Money. For my own needs. Range: $100-200.
That special someone who would always be there for me in my time of need, who’d always make me smile if I were ever feeling down, who would comfort me whenever I felt like the world’s against me.
A new laptop, preferably 15.6 inch or bigger, battery life for more than...
1:10 a.m. and I'm still up.
I just had some coffee earlier, and now I feel like the drowsiness is coming back again. I felt like sleeping so bad earlier, but once I drank coffee, all that disappeared. Now it’s slowly, but surely, coming back again. And besides… I felt like I don’t wanna do anything later today (I would say tomorrow, but technically tomorrow IS today.) because the lazy genes are kicking in...
Day 2 of Finals: Political Science 1
I’m just sitting here at the Freudian Sip, just finished drinking my Cafe Vanilla, and trying to study for my second final.
And I’m sitting here with Lynsy in front of me and Micah on my right. Ahahaha… I gotta love the Sip when I wanna have a good morning outside my house. :D
Stress is getting into me, finally.
I thought my Italian final was gonna be hard, so I studied for 3-5 hours yesterday. I also studied before class began. Turns out was easier than I thought…
So now I’m trying to review for my Poli Sci 1 class, which is just one of my worst subjects.
And finally, tomorrow, once Poli Sci Final’s over, time to cram all Anatomy Powerpoints into one huge review Powerpoint.
All I...
Thanks you guys. I really love you. xD
Even though the day’s not over yet, I just wanna say it out now.
Thank you guys for wishing me a Happy 20th. I really appreciate it. No way I’ll be able to make this far without family and friends. You gotta give them some props for sticking with you.
And for those who haven’t wished me a happy 20th birthday, you better say it or I will hunt you down. Nah, I’m just...
Tomorrow...
We all know what tomorrow is. I don’t need to explain it. :D
Stung... times three.
Vote for ISC Secretary for Spring 2009… lost.
Vote for ISC Secretary for Fall 2009… lost.
Vote for ISC Secretary for Spring 2010… lost.
It stinks, I know, having to lose the race for Secretary three times in a row. But, hey, majority consensus, so props to Biko for winning the Secretary position for Spring 2010.
November 2009
5 posts
A December to Remember
Well, we’re nearing December, the Christmas month. So many things coming up on that month, it’s kinda hard to keep up. xD
Another megamix using the newest songs from Dance...